Impian...setiap orang pasti punya impian entah besar atau kecil,seperti aku yg juga mempunyai impian yg entah bisa aku wuujudkan atau tidak..aku memang seorang pemimpi, aku memang seorang pengkhayal, salahkah? kurasa tidak..punya mimpi itu halal kog, karna menurutku mimpi itu bisa jadi penyemangat, mendorong diri kita untuk terus maju agar dapat mewujudkan mimpi atau impian tersebut. Mimpi, impian atau harapan masih sodaraan kan ya? hehee
Ya ya ya..apa impian ku itu??? g muluk-muluk kog..yg pertama dari kecil aku pengen jadi dokter dan juga pengen jadi guru, yeah tapi karna aku bukan orang yg beruntung bisa masuk ke kedokteran jadinya masuk yg berhubungan dengan kesehatan aja deh..jadi nurse (i wanna be like Florence Nightingale mother of nurse) :Dv memang aku g bisa jadi dokter tapi aku udah diangkat pegawai sekarang iyeeeeeaayy *thanks God for everything* \(^o^)/ yg kedua itu tadi jadi pegawai ngeri hihhii (once again thanks god anyway)
yg ketiga pengen jadi guru..yeah cita-cita aku pengen jadi pengajar, kebayang g sih aku yg odong-odong bin lola nola ini jadi guru/dosen??? apa kata dunia??? dan dunia akan berkata "YOU WILL! ECY..TRUST ME!!!" someday i will right?!
Yg keempat aku pengen punya sebuah balai pengobatan sendiri. Mimpi??? nope! SOMEDAY I WILL!!! ITS A MUST!! yg satu ini adalah impian terbesarku, walaupun cuma BP kecil-kecilan tapi bisa membantu buat yg bener-bener membutuhkan :) Tuhan bantu aku mewujudkannya yaa amin.. :)
Yg kelima...tau g sih kalo aku tuh juga pengen mendirikan sebuah taman kanak-kanak a.k.a TK, karna aku seneng banget sama anak kecil..ngeliat mereka tumbuh dan berkembang lucu unyu unyuuu ^^
Yg keenam...ngebahagiain semua orang yg aku sayang :) suamiku..anak-anakku nanti..kedua orang tuaku..adek..kakak..dan orang-orang yg ada disekelilingku hee :)
Sederhana aja kan impianku...hmmm semoga aku bisa mewujudkan semua itu amin.. :)
Udahan dulu ya posting hari ini..udah ngantuk besok pagi ada rapat(ut) soalnyaaaa :D
Gooooodddd niitteeee gooooddd peeooplleeeeee... keep dreaming!! ^^
Selasa, 12 April 2011
Rabu, 06 April 2011
Terimakasih Tuhan :)
Hello blogger...long time no post yaaa ^^
Emm iya lama sudah aku g pernah ngurusin blog ini, kemana aku?? hihhii g kemana-kemana kok di rumah aja ngurus suami :D ohh iya bee belum aku kasih tau ya kalo statusku sekarang udah jadi nyonyah dari seorang pria yg aku sayang :)
syukur alhamdulillah...bahagia banget rasanya, you know kan bee gimana perjalanan cinta aku yg sangat sangat g mudah buat dilalui, banyak airmata dan sesak yeah..bagaimana pahitnya berjuang mempertahankan cinta (aduwh kesannya lebay gitu wkwkwk), walopun sakit, nyesek tapi aku tetap bertahan, karna aku yakin suatu saat bahagia akan menyambut dan benar saja sekarang semua berakhir bahagia.
Pahitnya cinta dari dikhianati, digantungin, g dianggep, dibohongi semua udah aku rasain, aku lalui dengan senyuman dan doa, yeah hanya doa karna aku hanya manusia biasa tapi aku percaya Tuhan akan tunjukkan jalan yg terbaik. Hanya beberapa kalimat dalam setiap doaku "Tuhan..jika dia memang terbaik untukku maka dekatkanlah tapi jika dia bukan yg terbaik untukku maka jauhkanlah", and as you see.. Tuhan berikan jawaban-Nya untukku, Tuhan anugrahkan dia untuk menjadi pedamping hidupku sekarang, terimakasih Tuhan.. :)
Dari semua yg tak mudah ini aku belajar bagaimana memahami, belajar mengerti, satu yg aku yakini sekarang bahwa dirinya udah berubah menjadi lebih baik dan harapanku ingin dia menjadi imam yg baik untuk keluarga kecil kami :)
to my dearest husband: love you pa.. :)
Emm iya lama sudah aku g pernah ngurusin blog ini, kemana aku?? hihhii g kemana-kemana kok di rumah aja ngurus suami :D ohh iya bee belum aku kasih tau ya kalo statusku sekarang udah jadi nyonyah dari seorang pria yg aku sayang :)
syukur alhamdulillah...bahagia banget rasanya, you know kan bee gimana perjalanan cinta aku yg sangat sangat g mudah buat dilalui, banyak airmata dan sesak yeah..bagaimana pahitnya berjuang mempertahankan cinta (aduwh kesannya lebay gitu wkwkwk), walopun sakit, nyesek tapi aku tetap bertahan, karna aku yakin suatu saat bahagia akan menyambut dan benar saja sekarang semua berakhir bahagia.
Pahitnya cinta dari dikhianati, digantungin, g dianggep, dibohongi semua udah aku rasain, aku lalui dengan senyuman dan doa, yeah hanya doa karna aku hanya manusia biasa tapi aku percaya Tuhan akan tunjukkan jalan yg terbaik. Hanya beberapa kalimat dalam setiap doaku "Tuhan..jika dia memang terbaik untukku maka dekatkanlah tapi jika dia bukan yg terbaik untukku maka jauhkanlah", and as you see.. Tuhan berikan jawaban-Nya untukku, Tuhan anugrahkan dia untuk menjadi pedamping hidupku sekarang, terimakasih Tuhan.. :)
Dari semua yg tak mudah ini aku belajar bagaimana memahami, belajar mengerti, satu yg aku yakini sekarang bahwa dirinya udah berubah menjadi lebih baik dan harapanku ingin dia menjadi imam yg baik untuk keluarga kecil kami :)
to my dearest husband: love you pa.. :)
Selasa, 09 November 2010
Edisi Curcol
Cuma pengen sekali-sekali ato lebih (*ngarep*) dia ngajakin aku maen kalo pas pulang ke jogjaaaaaaa. Tanya kek kapan aku libur teus ngajakin maen. Kaya kalo dia ngajakin temen-temenna pergi tuuuhh hukz aku tu ngiri..jelezzz. Wad temenna aja rajin! Tapi nek aku didiemin aja! Teus kalo uda pergi berdua kayana gimana gitu, gada moment special. Malah seringan disambi sibuk sama Hape'na hufp. Sedih deh rasana..
Masa nemuin aku aja kudu pake aku ngambek dulu. Kudu dipaksa-paksa dulu. Pengen deh tanpa dia disuruh-suruh tau-tau dia nongol didepan rumah :(
Terserah deh mau dibilang "ababil", tapi ini fakta...pulang ke jogja jarang, sekalina pulang jarang juga ketemu :'(
Ato kalo pas pergi sama temen-temenna, aku diajakin kek.. :'(
Sedih cuma dipendem aja.. :(
Ini curhat g penting. Abaikan saja.
Masa nemuin aku aja kudu pake aku ngambek dulu. Kudu dipaksa-paksa dulu. Pengen deh tanpa dia disuruh-suruh tau-tau dia nongol didepan rumah :(
Terserah deh mau dibilang "ababil", tapi ini fakta...pulang ke jogja jarang, sekalina pulang jarang juga ketemu :'(
Ato kalo pas pergi sama temen-temenna, aku diajakin kek.. :'(
Sedih cuma dipendem aja.. :(
Ini curhat g penting. Abaikan saja.
Sabtu, 08 Mei 2010
curhat!
My dearest bee…
Sebelumnya aku uda janji g akan cerita tentang cowo disini, tapi g tau kenapa aku pengen cerita aja sekarang,, aku lagi sedih bee,,bingung mau mulai cerita darimana bee, ini berawal waktu kemaren aku nulis sesuatu di salah satu jejaring social, aku nulis gini bee
Q: “Porsi buatQ g pernah seimbang! Wajar donk Q iri! Wajar donk Q sebel!”
Q: “Ngerasa g dianggep. Kapan sii bisa berubah?? Sadar donk!”
Terus direplay sama cowo aku bee
Dia: “zzzz…sadar dong,,ngliat kondisi disini kayak apa,,jangan asal ngomong aja..!!”
Q: “Hahhah Q sadar sesadar-sadarna..situ aja yang g bisa adil..paling-paling bis ne bilang males lagi =.=”
Dia: “adil?? Kuliahku jauh jauh lebih pentingdaripada ngurusin orang mewek..!!”
Sumpah bee..aku g nyangka dia bilang kaya gitu ke aku..jahat g sii bee?? Lagi-lagi aku nangis waktu baca itu, g nyangka aja cowo aku sendiri bee bilang kaya gitu..kuharap dia sadar dengan apa yang dia katakan ke aku bee,,aku juga berharap dia ada niat buat minta maaf ke aku karna uda bilang kaya gitu ke aku..tapi ternyata enggak bee..sampai hari ini pun mungkin dia g sadar uda bikin aku nangis karna ucapannya itu..sumpah ya bee, aku sediiihh banget, Kenapa dia selalu bikin aku nangis?? Kenapa dia selalu nyakitin aku bee?? Apa salahku bee?? Aku cape nangis bee,,,aku pengen hatiku damai bee..
Kamu tau bee, kemaren aku certain ini ke sahabat aku, dan dia pun kaget denger cerita aku, dia bilang gini
Sahabatku: “kejam banget cy! Sesibuk-sibuknya aku kuliah, aku g pernah bilang kaya gitu ke vanny!”
Dan aku pun tambah nangis bee..sahabatku aja bilang itu kejam, padahal dia cowo..ya ampun..aku g kuat lagi bee, airmataku langsung tumpah-ruah menganak sungai..
Mulai hari itu juga aku janji sama sahabatku dan diriku sendiri bee, aku g mau lagi nangis buat hal yang sama sekali g penting! Aku g mau lagi buang-buang airmataku! Airmataku terlalu berharga bee untuk dibuang-buang!
Ngapain juga aku nangis! huhh! nyape-nyapein aja!! buang-buang energi!!
Aku cuma bisa berdoa semoga Tuhan kasi yang terbae buat dia (cowoku) bee..
Aku masih bisa hidup tanpa siapa pun!
Aku yakin bee..suatu hari nanti pasti ada seseorang yang tulus sayang dan cinta ke aku apa adanya diriku..
Seseorang yang bae, yang akan selalu ngejaga aku dimanapun dia berada, bikin aku selalu tersenyum, setia dan mau minjemin bahunya kapan aja waktu aku lagi sedih..
*Bee: panggilan sayang buat blogku ini..
Sebelumnya aku uda janji g akan cerita tentang cowo disini, tapi g tau kenapa aku pengen cerita aja sekarang,, aku lagi sedih bee,,bingung mau mulai cerita darimana bee, ini berawal waktu kemaren aku nulis sesuatu di salah satu jejaring social, aku nulis gini bee
Q: “Porsi buatQ g pernah seimbang! Wajar donk Q iri! Wajar donk Q sebel!”
Q: “Ngerasa g dianggep. Kapan sii bisa berubah?? Sadar donk!”
Terus direplay sama cowo aku bee
Dia: “zzzz…sadar dong,,ngliat kondisi disini kayak apa,,jangan asal ngomong aja..!!”
Q: “Hahhah Q sadar sesadar-sadarna..situ aja yang g bisa adil..paling-paling bis ne bilang males lagi =.=”
Dia: “adil?? Kuliahku jauh jauh lebih pentingdaripada ngurusin orang mewek..!!”
Sumpah bee..aku g nyangka dia bilang kaya gitu ke aku..jahat g sii bee?? Lagi-lagi aku nangis waktu baca itu, g nyangka aja cowo aku sendiri bee bilang kaya gitu..kuharap dia sadar dengan apa yang dia katakan ke aku bee,,aku juga berharap dia ada niat buat minta maaf ke aku karna uda bilang kaya gitu ke aku..tapi ternyata enggak bee..sampai hari ini pun mungkin dia g sadar uda bikin aku nangis karna ucapannya itu..sumpah ya bee, aku sediiihh banget, Kenapa dia selalu bikin aku nangis?? Kenapa dia selalu nyakitin aku bee?? Apa salahku bee?? Aku cape nangis bee,,,aku pengen hatiku damai bee..
Kamu tau bee, kemaren aku certain ini ke sahabat aku, dan dia pun kaget denger cerita aku, dia bilang gini
Sahabatku: “kejam banget cy! Sesibuk-sibuknya aku kuliah, aku g pernah bilang kaya gitu ke vanny!”
Dan aku pun tambah nangis bee..sahabatku aja bilang itu kejam, padahal dia cowo..ya ampun..aku g kuat lagi bee, airmataku langsung tumpah-ruah menganak sungai..
Mulai hari itu juga aku janji sama sahabatku dan diriku sendiri bee, aku g mau lagi nangis buat hal yang sama sekali g penting! Aku g mau lagi buang-buang airmataku! Airmataku terlalu berharga bee untuk dibuang-buang!
Ngapain juga aku nangis! huhh! nyape-nyapein aja!! buang-buang energi!!
Aku cuma bisa berdoa semoga Tuhan kasi yang terbae buat dia (cowoku) bee..
Aku masih bisa hidup tanpa siapa pun!
Aku yakin bee..suatu hari nanti pasti ada seseorang yang tulus sayang dan cinta ke aku apa adanya diriku..
Seseorang yang bae, yang akan selalu ngejaga aku dimanapun dia berada, bikin aku selalu tersenyum, setia dan mau minjemin bahunya kapan aja waktu aku lagi sedih..
*Bee: panggilan sayang buat blogku ini..
Sabtu, 01 Mei 2010
hey boy
Hey boy..sadarkan dirimu..
Hey boy..jangan selalu melihat keatas, lihatlah kebawah..
Hey boy..berpikirlah dengan hati, bukan EGO
Hey boy..berpikirlah sebelum bertindak, ”apakah aku benar melakukan ini???”
Hey boy..tanyakan pada dirimu, ”adakah yang tersakiti dengan tindakanku???”
Hey boy..tanyakan pada dirimu, ”bagaimana jika aku yang mengalaminya???”
Hey boy..pernahkah kamu bertanya ”ada apa dengan diriku hingga dia seperti itu??”
Hey boy..kamu terlalu angkuh!
*****NO OFFENSE*****
Hey boy..jangan selalu melihat keatas, lihatlah kebawah..
Hey boy..berpikirlah dengan hati, bukan EGO
Hey boy..berpikirlah sebelum bertindak, ”apakah aku benar melakukan ini???”
Hey boy..tanyakan pada dirimu, ”adakah yang tersakiti dengan tindakanku???”
Hey boy..tanyakan pada dirimu, ”bagaimana jika aku yang mengalaminya???”
Hey boy..pernahkah kamu bertanya ”ada apa dengan diriku hingga dia seperti itu??”
Hey boy..kamu terlalu angkuh!
*****NO OFFENSE*****
Minggu, 25 April 2010
tentang wanita
ketika wanita menangis
bukan berarti dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terampuhnya
melainkan, justru dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terakhirnya
ketika wanita menangis
bukan berarti dia tidak berusaha menahannya
melainkan dia sudah tidak mampu lagi untuk membendung airmatanya
ketika wanita menangis
bukan karena dia ingin terlihat lemah
melainkan dia sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat
Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. -Hebrew Saying
Every girl needs a best friend to make her smile when she feels like she'll never laugh again (real talk)
If u look inside a girl, u'll see how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right & everything is wrong
bukan berarti dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terampuhnya
melainkan, justru dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terakhirnya
ketika wanita menangis
bukan berarti dia tidak berusaha menahannya
melainkan dia sudah tidak mampu lagi untuk membendung airmatanya
ketika wanita menangis
bukan karena dia ingin terlihat lemah
melainkan dia sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat
Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears. -Hebrew Saying
Every girl needs a best friend to make her smile when she feels like she'll never laugh again (real talk)
If u look inside a girl, u'll see how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right & everything is wrong
Sabtu, 23 Januari 2010
being beautiful part 3
Dr. Mehmet Oz
Looking, feeling and being beautiful are the themes of Dr. Oz's book YOU: Being Beautiful: The Owner's Manual to Inner and Outer Beauty. He wraps up his conversation about the book with co-authors Dr. Arthur Perry and Dr. Michael Roizen, and they talk about how your romantic relationships, career and happiness are all important parts of achieving inner and outer beauty.
Romantic Relationships
If you want to keep your relationship with your partner solid, Dr. Roizen says it's important to keep the physical attraction fresh and resolve problems that can harm your relationship, like financial stress. He offers advice that can help keep your love life beautiful:
* Recreate your romantic relationship often: "You really need to remake your marriage every seven years," Dr. Roizen says. During the first couple of years marriage, Dr. Roizen says the dopamine rush of physical attraction is at play, then, for the next few years, the "cuddling hormone" oxytocin takes over. By the seventh year of marriage, Dr. Roizen says the rush of hormones dies down and you need to renew your relationship and make it romantic and exciting again.
* Talk about finances with your partner: According to Dr. Roizen, about half of all divorces are caused by financial problems. Those problems can also age you by as many as eight years, Dr. Oz says. Saving 10 percent of your paycheck in an emergency account can help give you piece of mind, relieve stress and may save your marriage, Dr. Roizen says.
Career Success
Doing what you love for a living and making your career a priority will help you stay happy, maintain your energy and continue being as beautiful as you can be, Dr. Oz says. Dr. Roizen and Dr. Oz offer advice to help you improve your career and ultimately slow the aging process:
* Pick a career you are passionate about: "Pick your job for the passion, not the paycheck," Dr. Roizen says. "The more you are passionate about it, the better you will often get rewarded."
* Improve your work environment: Plants and greenery in your office help improve your productivity, Dr. Roizen says. Also, set your thermostat to 72 degrees—it's most efficient temperature to work at, Dr. Oz says. Opening windows will improve the air quality in your office too.
* Don't retire: "Retiring ages you about eight years," Dr. Roizen says. "In fact, a lot of people will die in their first couple of years after retirement because they don't have a passion in life. So, even if you hang it up in the sense of not earning money from it, find another passion and transition to that."
Pain Management
Pain is a major problem that strips away the vitality of many Americans, Dr. Oz says. "Feeling beautiful, to a lot of people, is about avoiding pain," Dr. Oz says. Dr. Roizen, who is the head of the Pain Management Center at the Cleveland Clinic, offers insight into chronic pain and common pain management.
* How chronic pain develops: "Chronic pain sets up what we call a positive feedback loop, that is, a little more pain gets to be a little more pain and [builds] until it gets both chronic and worse, so you have to break the cycle at least every three weeks or else it builds and builds and gets permanently ensconced in your system so you will always have pain, so you have to break it," Dr. Roizen says.
* How to break the cycle of pain: "Don't be afraid of taking enough medicine, getting enough shots, doing whatever it takes to absolutely break the cycle periodically, so that you don't get this windup or positive feedback loop," Dr. Roizen says.
* Back pain: Back pain, especially lower back pain, is very common, and Dr. Roizen says medication, injections, massage, acupuncture and chiropractic care are helpful when recovering from it. Also, he says putting ice on your back for 20 minutes at a time, three times a day, cools the inflammation in your back and brings blood flow to the painful spot and helps quicken recovery too.
* Stay active: Dr. Roizen says when you are inactive, you lose muscle mass and that means it takes longer to recover from back and other pain.
Happiness and Inner Beauty
Your overall happiness, with every aspect of your life, may be determined by how beautiful you feel on the inside and out, Dr. Oz says. You can determine how happy you are with yourself by taking The You-Q Test . It is a series of questions that allow you to figure out how beautiful you perceive your body to be on the outside and on the inside, Dr. Oz says.
Dr. Oz also shares six paths to happiness:
* Be positive and generous
* Feel empathy
* Find authenticity
* Embrace emotion
* Explore spirituality
* Understand unhappiness
Looking, feeling and being beautiful are the themes of Dr. Oz's book YOU: Being Beautiful: The Owner's Manual to Inner and Outer Beauty. He wraps up his conversation about the book with co-authors Dr. Arthur Perry and Dr. Michael Roizen, and they talk about how your romantic relationships, career and happiness are all important parts of achieving inner and outer beauty.
Romantic Relationships
If you want to keep your relationship with your partner solid, Dr. Roizen says it's important to keep the physical attraction fresh and resolve problems that can harm your relationship, like financial stress. He offers advice that can help keep your love life beautiful:
* Recreate your romantic relationship often: "You really need to remake your marriage every seven years," Dr. Roizen says. During the first couple of years marriage, Dr. Roizen says the dopamine rush of physical attraction is at play, then, for the next few years, the "cuddling hormone" oxytocin takes over. By the seventh year of marriage, Dr. Roizen says the rush of hormones dies down and you need to renew your relationship and make it romantic and exciting again.
* Talk about finances with your partner: According to Dr. Roizen, about half of all divorces are caused by financial problems. Those problems can also age you by as many as eight years, Dr. Oz says. Saving 10 percent of your paycheck in an emergency account can help give you piece of mind, relieve stress and may save your marriage, Dr. Roizen says.
Career Success
Doing what you love for a living and making your career a priority will help you stay happy, maintain your energy and continue being as beautiful as you can be, Dr. Oz says. Dr. Roizen and Dr. Oz offer advice to help you improve your career and ultimately slow the aging process:
* Pick a career you are passionate about: "Pick your job for the passion, not the paycheck," Dr. Roizen says. "The more you are passionate about it, the better you will often get rewarded."
* Improve your work environment: Plants and greenery in your office help improve your productivity, Dr. Roizen says. Also, set your thermostat to 72 degrees—it's most efficient temperature to work at, Dr. Oz says. Opening windows will improve the air quality in your office too.
* Don't retire: "Retiring ages you about eight years," Dr. Roizen says. "In fact, a lot of people will die in their first couple of years after retirement because they don't have a passion in life. So, even if you hang it up in the sense of not earning money from it, find another passion and transition to that."
Pain Management
Pain is a major problem that strips away the vitality of many Americans, Dr. Oz says. "Feeling beautiful, to a lot of people, is about avoiding pain," Dr. Oz says. Dr. Roizen, who is the head of the Pain Management Center at the Cleveland Clinic, offers insight into chronic pain and common pain management.
* How chronic pain develops: "Chronic pain sets up what we call a positive feedback loop, that is, a little more pain gets to be a little more pain and [builds] until it gets both chronic and worse, so you have to break the cycle at least every three weeks or else it builds and builds and gets permanently ensconced in your system so you will always have pain, so you have to break it," Dr. Roizen says.
* How to break the cycle of pain: "Don't be afraid of taking enough medicine, getting enough shots, doing whatever it takes to absolutely break the cycle periodically, so that you don't get this windup or positive feedback loop," Dr. Roizen says.
* Back pain: Back pain, especially lower back pain, is very common, and Dr. Roizen says medication, injections, massage, acupuncture and chiropractic care are helpful when recovering from it. Also, he says putting ice on your back for 20 minutes at a time, three times a day, cools the inflammation in your back and brings blood flow to the painful spot and helps quicken recovery too.
* Stay active: Dr. Roizen says when you are inactive, you lose muscle mass and that means it takes longer to recover from back and other pain.
Happiness and Inner Beauty
Your overall happiness, with every aspect of your life, may be determined by how beautiful you feel on the inside and out, Dr. Oz says. You can determine how happy you are with yourself by taking The You-Q Test . It is a series of questions that allow you to figure out how beautiful you perceive your body to be on the outside and on the inside, Dr. Oz says.
Dr. Oz also shares six paths to happiness:
* Be positive and generous
* Feel empathy
* Find authenticity
* Embrace emotion
* Explore spirituality
* Understand unhappiness
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